happy thoughts

Happy thoughts through tough times is a must.

Not because life is always gentle,

but because some days, your mindset is the only thing standing between you and giving up.

The world will test your patience.

People will test your heart.

Circumstances will test your faith.

But choosing joy, even in small doses, is an act of defiance.

A laugh in the middle of chaos.

A deep breath when everything feels heavy.

A reminder that this moment is temporary.

Happy thoughts won't erase hard times,

but they can help you survive them.

today was a good day

I woke up feeling great today woke up before the alarm, body pain-free. Felt like the universe was finally about to shine on me, like today had a different kind of quiet to it.

I smiled for no reason. My chest felt light. No pressure on my ribs, no storm in my thoughts, just peace… the kind I forgot existed.

Today was perfect. Too perfect.

And then it hit me—

you never called.

No missed arguments. No heavy tone disguised as “attitude.” No emotional weight hanging off my shoulders like wet clothes I kept trying to dry.

For the first time in a long time, my energy belonged to me.

That’s when I realized maybe my bad days weren’t bad luck at all. Maybe loving you been draining the life out of me so slowly I confused exhaustion for commitment.

And damn… that hurt worse than heartbreak.

Because I was really out here thanking fate for a good day, not realizing the peace came from your absence.

Funny how I still missed you during the best day of my life.

vows

I didn't meet you the usual way

just a message on IG…

but somehow, it felt like more from the start.

We began with distance,

late nights and “I miss you,”

turning something small into something real.

And somewhere along the way…

you changed me.

You made me want to be better,

want more, do more

even step into a role I never saw coming.

Loving you made me ready

to love your children too

not as an obligation,

but as a blessing.

So today, I choose you

your love, your life, your family.

I vow to stand by you,

to be present, to be solid,

and to love you both

with everything I have.

From a message on a screen

to a life we’re building

I’m all in.

Guess whos back

 As a person that have recently decided to gave up social media i totally forgot I had this.

Allow me to reintroduce myself....

Im Anthony. "Ant" to the "ho" "ny"

Part time writer, lover by force the heart beaker wear by life.

Life been life in.

A lot to update

I found love. Lost it... found it again lost it again lol.

It been a good 15 years since my last blogging. I just forgot I had it. 

Im shall be more consistent on uploading. I got a lot to say and no one to speak to so I shall type it out. 

Stories of my life over the years  turned into words.