I hope...

Allow me to set the tone. 

Inspired by chance the rapper baby blues verse. 

Originally the voice i was going for was a petty funny but some world say it came off as bitter. So to each its own (I think that's the saying).

If we break up, I want your life to suck,

I hope you end up in a shootout and you barely duck.

I hope your car break down soon as you pull out the house,

and every wire in your walls get chewed by a mouse.

I hope your charger only work if you bend it just right,

and your Wi-Fi lag every single night.

I hope all your fries are cold when you come out the drive thru 

I hope all the "be on the look out," all look like you

I hope your alarm don’t ring when you got somewhere to be,

but go off on the times when you try to sleep 

I hope your phone die every time you need GPS,

I hope every time you need to say no they come out as yes

I hope your favorite song skip right at your favorite part,

and every new love interest play games with your heart.

I hope your headphones only play out one side,

and your ride always late  and have you waiting when its hot outside.

I hope it rain every time you forget your coat,

and your job act funny every time you need a note.

I hope your dreams feel real but never come true,

I ain’t wishing death… just minor inconvenience for  you.

accepting

Written from emotions when I was going through a breakup. Accepting what we had isn't us anymore. 

I had something good happen to me at work today.

I got promoted.

They told me it came with a pay raise—

I’m talking a difference in hundreds, not tens.

I picked up the phone, ready to tell you the news,

but then it hit me… you not my person anymore.

You not the one I see in the morning,

or the last face look for at night.

And if I don’t see you,

I call you, if i dont call you, i text you.

That part of me no longer exist any more.

I can’t even start my day

unless it started with you…

and that’s the part that hurt the most.

You were my Forgers in my cup, now everything just feel off.

Now I’m moving forward

but missing what I used to move for.

vows

I didn't meet you the usual way

just a message on IG…

but somehow, it felt like more from the start.

We began with distance,

late nights and “I miss you,”

turning something small into something real.

And somewhere along the way…

you changed me.

You made me want to be better,

want more, do more

even step into a role I never saw coming.

Loving you made me ready

to love your children too

not as an obligation,

but as a blessing.

So today, I choose you

your love, your life, your family.

I vow to stand by you,

to be present, to be solid,

and to love you both

with everything I have.

From a message on a screen

to a life we’re building

I’m all in.

Dear Heartbreak

Dear heartbreak, so we meet again.

I used to think I was afraid of commitment,

but when it comes to you… we go strong.

Some might even say we locked in.

And I hate that, heartbreak.

I hate how you keep finding your way back to me

like you got a master key to every lock I own.

I hate how you sit in my chest,

just waiting for your moment

to drop to my stomach.

I tried to outgrow you, heartbreak.

I tried to heal past you—

I even tried to find a replacement for you.

I found love…

at least I thought I did.

And love was good to me.

She was sweet to me,

treated me better than you ever did.

For once… I was happy.

I even bought her a ring, heartbreak…

…you would’ve been proud.

But you saw every moment, didn’t you?

Because love…

turned out to be you in disguise.

You just changed your name on me,

softened your touch,

made me feel safe enough

to forget what you felt like.

You learned patience this time,

learned how to smile in my face

before breaking me slower.

And I fell for it…

every single time.

Guess I never really left you, heartbreak—

I just met you in a different form.

My friend...

Let me start off my letting you know a little bit about myself well
Bless is what they call me
And well a good friend once told that i should blog because i have a lot to say so here's to you my lovely I'm blogging just for you

Guess whos back

 As a person that have recently decided to gave up social media i totally forgot I had this.

Allow me to reintroduce myself....

Im Anthony. "Ant" to the "ho" "ny"

Part time writer, lover by force the heart beaker wear by life.

Life been life in.

A lot to update

I found love. Lost it... found it again lost it again lol.

It been a good 15 years since my last blogging. I just forgot I had it. 

Im shall be more consistent on uploading. I got a lot to say and no one to speak to so I shall type it out. 

Stories of my life over the years  turned into words.