I woke up feeling great today— woke up before the alarm, body pain-free. Felt like the universe was finally about to shine on me, like today had a different kind of quiet to it.
I smiled for no reason. My chest felt light. No pressure on my ribs, no storm in my thoughts, just peace… the kind I forgot existed.
Today was perfect. Too perfect.
And then it hit me—
you never called.
No missed arguments. No heavy tone disguised as “attitude.” No emotional weight hanging off my shoulders like wet clothes I kept trying to dry.
For the first time in a long time, my energy belonged to me.
That’s when I realized maybe my bad days weren’t bad luck at all. Maybe loving you been draining the life out of me so slowly I confused exhaustion for commitment.
And damn… that hurt worse than heartbreak.
Because I was really out here thanking fate for a good day, not realizing the peace came from your absence.
Funny how I still missed you during the best day of my life
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